HotDogg55 wrote:
jack329 wrote:
Changing in public has always been a nightmare for me. Not that others might figure out what I'm doing but that I just can't get clean enough for my personal obsession with getting clean. I often have several BM's a day and when possible will wait until I'm home for a proper and complete clean-up. I know, it's gross walking around in a loaded diaper. And I do have a "diaper" bag in my car for when it's necessary. But I would much rather deal with the discomfort of a messy diaper until I get home. If it was just bladder issues I could deal with it. But when it's a BM it's a whole different story.
I'm the EXACT same way jack. I really try to avoid all public diaper changes as possible. Mainly because I don't feel I'm ever clean enough. I can probably manage just fine in a bathroom. And I never make too much of a fuss about bathrooms either. Never used a family restroom or anything with a table, I just lean against the wall. But I NEVER feel like I'm clean enough. I know I probably am, but I just don't feel clean down there. Of course when I have to change when out and about I'll do it of course. If I know it would be just quicker to wait until I'm home, I'll just wait until I'm home for a diaper change but I try to not sit in a poopy diaper for very long. Even though it's rare for me to get a diaper rash I don't want to tempt fate. But definitely have a lot in common there.
Slight side bar, I've had to change my diaper in my car once as well. JDinVirgina gave me an adequate guide. Though it wasn't the same. That's not particularly easy and only can be done in the right scenario. He also has the trunk space (I believe) to be able to change in the back, which I envy.
I totally get that feeling, though when your too far from home it just seems like you don't have a choice, even if your ultra clean and all I feel like I need to take a shower always.... But when your not going home anyone soon what choice is there?
I've had really awkward moments where I would have a bowel accident during classes and I just have to leave in the middle of it, I can't stay in it especially if I had the accident while seated >.<